Its Meeee! |
Hello lovlies,
So this week involved me taking a trip to London to do
something for myself. I’ve recently been looking into photography and thought
it would make a nice change to tag along with the one and only Jodie Porteous
aka @justjodess to an event
she was attending to take pics of her to build up my photography skills. I was
blessed with a DLSR for my latest birthday and I have to say it has been
amazing to work with and I am learning so much just by shooting different
things.
Before heading off I had to break the news to the Ninja who
was most displeased with my leaving her as I think she thinks I may not return!
How could I not, that girl is my world as is my precious hubby. So, when she
says ‘mummy I really don’t want you to go’ I have to kindly explain that
sometimes mummy has to do things for herself and it’s only for one night and
you have to help look after dad (seriously LOL), she immediately knows nothing
is going to change but she has to now look at the situation differently. She
has always been very clingy but I do believe the one thing that helped when she
was very young was that I wasn’t scared to leave her with my mum or friends or
childcare if I had work or plans. Well actually, if truth be told I was
absolutely petrified! (To be discussed in another blog post). I know it can be
hard to let go as a mummy and leave our children especially going back to work
after a long time off and bonding with them, but for me it made being a mummy
so much easier as I could still earn a living, make time for myself and miss
her like crazy making my time spent with her so much more precious. (I can go
into more detail about this in future if people are interested).
However in the evening which held the most exciting element
for me as I was to try out my new little hobby of photography snapping away all
night for @justjodess at an Ibis late event (this hotel was lovely
and offered a pleasant stay and other than almost losing my beauty blender down
the loo and panicking so much I nearly slipped in the bathroom it was great) listening
to some wicked new music acts. I never really thought of doing anything other
than teaching dance (my present job) as I’ve never actually had the confidence
to try anything new but now I have gained a new approach to different aspects of
my life and I now realise that in order to be happier I have to do the things I
want to do rather than just wish.
Thanks then for taking the time to read
Big hugz
xxxx
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